Jun 10, 2007

Why we're adopting

For those of you who know, feel free to skip this. These aren't pleasant memories, but we want to share them with those unaware of what happened.

It took us a year and a half to get pregnant with Ryan. The first half of the pregnancy went well. At the end of the second trimester, I developed an elevated heart rate of 160-190 beats a minute at various times of the day. At seven months, I was taken off work and told to sit at home and gestate. Fortunately, I never ended up on bed rest.

Things progressed well on what I termed "house arrest". My physicians monitored me very closely. One month before my due date, they found that Ryan was in fetal distress and I had a crash C-section. (Not fun just after eating at Jack-in-the-Box.) Ryan was immediately taken to the intensive care unit, where he remained for a month.

Three days after Ryan's birth, I developed severe shortness of breath. To make a very long story short, I was in congestive heart failure secondary to a rare complication of pregnancy called peripartum cardiomyopathy. Instead of my heart beating normally, it just quivered. Ralph said it was basically doing what CPR would. I ended up in ICU and telemetry for almost two weeks, where I was not able to see Ryan for days at a time. The doctor said I had a 30% chance of improving, a 30% chance of staying the same, and a 30% of getting worse, meaning I wouldn't survive. My doctors started the process of which heart transplant center to transfer me.

I'm way too stubborn to die, and I was very fortunate and recovered quickly to the point I could go home. It took a long time to recover my heart function. I was on disability for almost two years.

My cardiologist said I've completely recovered from heart failure, although they continue to monitor me closely. I still have mild tachycardia managed by medication. The cardiologists believe I will have no lasting effect from the heart failure as long as I am never pregnant again.

Sounded like a good reason to adopt..

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